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this week has been terrible. and i dont want to talk about it.
i just need time. time to think. maybe a hug would be nice.
or just to see you. i dont know what i need. i need a best friend.

(dont ask why you see a smile. because i dont know why)

so heres a kiss goodbye.

Fall Out Boy lyrics - Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner lyrics

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.

I'll keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.

[Chorus: x2]
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake. 
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day.

And I'll keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.

[Chorus x2]

So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.
[x3]

[Chorus: x3]
[comes back in during chorus 2nd time:]
(So wear me like a locket around your throat.
I'll weigh you down.
I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue.
You look so good in blue.)

my lips are sealed. no questions asked. <//3*

edit: i dont want to talk about it.
sometimes its always best not to explain.
it never comes out right.  <3

you just think im being over-dramatic i just think im telling the truth.
so, dont make this a big deal. i have feelings too.
sometimes i feel that way. im sure you do as well.
but explainations are just too hard at times.
appologies are all i can offer now.

<333

"my make-up stains your pillow case"

It's a beautiful day,

and now I'll be okay now that you're not away.

Yesterday was a terrible day,

but now that you're here, I'm okay.

Because you don't know how much I - I need you.

Please don't go.

You're so wonderful,

this I swear, this I know.

You, oh you every single thing you do,

I'm so proud of you.

What you do, when you do the things you do,

they're so you.

So thanks for your help.

You shine so bright.

You are the star that's in my sky.

And I am yours, and you are mine.

Woah you, oh you - every single thing you do,

I'm so proud of you.

What you do, when you do the things you do,

they're so you.

I'm so proud of you.

That's so you.

you came into my life and you have been the most amazing thing yet.
i love to wake up and to fall asleep with you in my heart and mind.
it is one of the most awesome feelings that i cant describe.
you are everything to me. im so lucky.

<333

ooohhh kelly <3 i absolutly super de-duperly love her.

she made this for me <3
because she is my bestest friend.

my boyfriend is super cool

holler <3